mindy, i will miss you ):

NO, SHE'S NOT GONNA DIE. haha. just that it's her last day of work today which makes me feel very super duper sad. no one's gonna be my listener. cant complain to her bout _ anymore. LOL.

though we're not that close, im thankful enough t have you as a friend. thanks t friendster. teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. if werent for her, i wont even be working now. if that's the case, ive t thanks jasmine as well. or jennifer and so onnn. lol

min min uh, dont forget me when u get into poly HOR. and its a must t go out with me after i come back OKIE? i really missss the two months we've been working tgt man. all the bitch-ing. haha. so ma de fun.

YA I KNOW NOT AS IF WE WONT BE SEEING EACH OTHER. I JUST MISS HER LA. wah lao. no one open the biscuit tin for me alr. ): miss you min min! all the best to you in everything in the future k? loves-

failure.

happy annivasary baby.

the day at sentosa with the girls.
something's wrong with my blog. work tmr. auh. later!

wow, everything turn out t be soooooo sweet for me. my eyes are swollen. :D i prayed this time hoping it would turn out nice t me cos i thought it wasnt a "results" so ya. i'll nvr pray again.

this is the FUCKING SECOND TIME im crying to baby. yeah, when dad got back saying i couldnt get in and yes it was expected. you know everyone was telling me it'll be fine. i TRIED t have confident this time after millie got her letter. ohwell. baby sat by my side trying t tell me everything's gonna be fine and that was really enough. There's always him t be there for me when i really need someone. i wonder how it'll be without him. thanks baby. (:

life has never been fair. ive nowhere t go now. prob be retaking. i worked for the sake of the sch fee cos i thought dad might not be able t pay everything for me. but hell. private? i dont think so.im not a study material.

im so not looking forward t work neither t go overseas anymore. i just wanna prove esp my mum wrong cos she always think that i cant draw. ALWAYS.she always mention to ppl that. okay, maybe i really cant. BUT for now, i couldnt. i can only blame myself. it made me feel so hopeless and i think its not fair. im not dancing anymore cos ive no idea whats wrong with my crew . everything's just shattered into pieces of shit.. just like that. its like everyone's gonna starts school and .. ARGH. FUCK. fuck the world.


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now mum is blaming me for not following her in the morning. why is she so not understanding? what the hell's wrong. FORGET IT.

11th MARCH.







THEN, OFF T CLINIC. HAPPY 18TH MY DEAR CAT. LOVE U ALWAYS!

SORRY FOR THE CAPS. WASNT IN A GOOD MOOD. ANW, HALF AN HR MORE T MANDA'S BDAY! TWO BITCHES TURNED 18 ALR. HAHA. MISS ALL OF U MAN. CHEEBONG. SO IN ADVANCE. HAPPY 18TH BDAY MANDA! LOVE YOU TOO!:DDDDD

EVERYTHING'S LIKE SHIT. BEEN COMPLAINING THINGS T MINDY DURING WORK. EVERY MIN, EVERY SEC. HAHA. ONLY SHE KNOWS WHAT.

LIFE IS A PIECE OF SHIT. YOU LOVE THEM! DONT CHA? UH. COS U KNOW WHAT. IVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.

LIKE phew~

was kinda pissed this afternoon in the office. so was mindy. we should make a plan.arse. PA NI GE LONG DING DONG! not to bomb the office, but this particular person. lol. you know i know. okay, shut up.

Its my turn t pick him up after work tmr. im so excited! not that im gonna pick him up. its.....(:lol.aww, he called just t say smth pleasant after we hanged up . :D ai si ni!

ala, i took out my monroe piercing alr. one cute fuck lump underneath. woot.

anw, met up with my KAKU this evening for din. it was so nice of her t meet me after my work:D misssss her jiao hair. forever wont grow and she told me she's gonna reBOMB her hair again. reborner sia. so flat alr still reborn! later no hair!

hmmmmmmmm, she got in nyp and heard frm her that andreas and ah juju all diff poly la. wah lao. sure forget us. KAKU, u better dont leave me! -pull down cheeks-

cat's bday is coming! smallest girl turning 18. i still have to wait for, 1.2.3. 9 more months. my bday just passed 3 months ago. cant wait for sunday! my ed-arling's gng too! double yay!

shits can be dissolve too.
If you would be a tear in my eye I would try not to cry ever again, because I would be scared to lose you. I love you, Edmund. <3

shits happen without a reason.

ed didnt come and fetch me after work. he told me t meet him at somerset. didnt come again. THE REASON is becos he was having interview. so i took train with wendy and then millie called. met her and yar, jus nice they were done. thought of having din tgt but HE and KENny wanted t have MOS burger. fine lor.

had yoshi with millie tgt with the gossips. LOL. then they came over. no longer angry cos he bought me a book. :D

wanted t catch a movieeeeeeeeee. but there's no seats available.
i was quite pissed ytd. LOl.

bought a top with millie! then shopped. saw fei er and erika. TSK. miss them SO much. SO SO. much.
slacked at gelare. then, things happened between them. i was quite angry with ed also la. but see his cute face, not angry alr lo. :s

anw, just cleared his eyebrow. haha. tell u all smth. im not gng out today. its saturday and im not gng out.
ed gtg alr. chee bong

maybe its becos i love you. too much.